call it what you want;
you can tell me “I’m jealous” you can tell me i have to “work harder” or you can try and see it my way. there’s nothing that i guess, annoys me more than when people don’t work for something and get it anyway. getting lucky a few times is of course great, there are so many times when we forget to prepare for something, or maybe we do prepare and just don’t do as well as we’d hope. we’re allowed those moments. but then again, preparing entails handwork. not preparing and expecting to get away with it is where the annoyance comes in. it just makes me sad that its an unfair advantage, makes you feel like you have to try a lot harder. but hey, maybe when you do get it, it’s that much more satisfying?
who knows… just had to let that out :)




